Suddenly it's June again.  Early June reminds me of Gaokao.  I checked the website today and looked through this year's exam questions; the first time I did this since I took that exam 3 years ago.  The problem still looks familiar but not the answers anymore.  There are tons of advise on how to choose a university and a major.  It seems so far to me yet so near.  There are also some pictures about the parents waiting outside of the testing centers for their children and suggestions for parents on what to do on the last day of Gaokao.  I tried to remember how I spent my last day.  But all I could think of is it's a bad day.  The day started early; I rode bicycle to the test center; waited outside and then everything was in the dark. Test began and I have no trace of that at all. Can't think of anything, only knowing that I did a terrible job.  I think I rode bicycle back home but I'm not positive if dad also came to pick me up.  I have no idea how I managed to get back home but I clearly remembered when I reached home I just cried...Cause I know I no longer belonged to the university I wanted to go. Then we ate out and my old man comforted me, made me feel better but sad. That was the day 3 years ago, the last day of my Gaokao.